SHELLY
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I THOUGHT DRUGS WERE IN MY PAST - 2006/09/18 22:09
I THOUGHT DRUGS WERE IN MY PAST BUT NOW IT IS BACK TO HAUNT ME. I MET A WONDERFUL SUCCESSFUL MAN 9 MOS AGO. HE HAS NEVER USED DRUGS AND DRINKS VERY LITTLE. HE TREATS ME LIKE I HAVE NEVER BEEN TREATED BEFORE.IF I COULD CLOAN HIM I WOULD GIVE HIM TO ALL MY FRIENDS AS EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE TREATED LIKE HE TREATS ME. A FEW NIGHTS AGO. I FOUND OUT HIS COUSIN WHO HE IS WITH ALOT IS USEING COCAINE. A DRUG THAT ALMOST TOOK MY LIFE, I HAVE TRYED TELLING THEM BOTH ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES OF THE PAST BUT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND, AND MY BOYFRIEND SAYS HE WOULD NEVER TRY IT. I CANT BE AROUND IT. AS IT HAS BEEN A FIGHT ALL MY LIFE AND I AM WORRIED THAT MY BOYFRIEND AND I ARE ABOUT TO DESTROY ARE RELATIONSHIP AS HE CANT POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND THE AFFECTS THIS IS HAVEING ON ME. AND THAT NO GOOD WILL COME FROM THIS. WHAT CAN I DO OR SAY? I KNOW YOUR ANSWER IS THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO. AM I STONG ENOUGH TO HANG IN THERE OR SHOULD I END IT NOW? MY HEART IS BROKEN....
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